So. Things have gotten better. Buttttt, I am still in a lot of trouble. I have no phone and I am not allowed to talk on the house phone so I cannot talk to anybody. And even if I was allowed to talk on the house phone, I have only memorized like 5 peoples numbers so I would be screwed because they are all in my phone.
Wednesday through Sunday night was revival at my church. It was AMAZING! I got filled with the Holy Ghost if anybody knows what that means. I spoke in tongues. If anybody also knows what that is. lol. But it is deff an amazing feeling&& it has brought me so much closer with God.
I have learned that things in my life can always and WILL always get better. Everything gets better when you have Jesus. It always does. Since being filled with the Holy Ghost, I have been in such a good mood and nothing and nobody can bring me down. Especially with everything going on in my life. I honestly dont need anybody but Jesus. He is all I need. So if you dont want to be friends with me, do you know what I will say? I will say" I dont need you, I have my Jesus" And I will so get ready to hear it. OK PHEW! I am glad that is outta the way. lol
So about my birthday, if you know the date of it, then please forget it cuz i dont want anything. I have all I want right now. Signs and cards WILL be accpeted though. Oh and Happy Birthdays of course. But here is a secret *I love love love hugs from people* so if you see me and its my birthday, give me a hug. K.thnks.
Ok so here is this song by Out of Eden. It has changed my way of thinking and I listen to it every morning before school. It boosts my self esteem.
Out Of Eden - Showpiece Lyrics Yo, I don't appreciate you telling me the way that I should live
No, I think the choices you've laid out for me, the end is
negative
So, take all your imagery and ideology, yes I'll be fine
When you go, I'd rather not display my physical I'd rather use
my mind
You act like all I am to be is, just a sexy, sexy thing
Just a showpiece for all to see like a Bently or your diamond
ring
I know that I am more than that (don't believe the hype)
The One who made the stars and sun gave meaning to my life
Ohhh, I don't need you to define my b-e-a-u-t-y
I'd rather draw the line
Ohhh, I don't need you on my team, what you've selling's a pipe
dream
And I don't need it baby
Hey! It seems a shame to me I've been reduced to an object of
lust and hate
No way! Please understand that I refuse to be simply a height
and weight
This day, somewhere we've lost the value of what a woman is
supposed to be
A queen, respected and defined by her creator, size 24, 10, or
size 3
You act like all I am to be is, just a sexy, sexy thing
Just a showpiece for all to see like a Bently or your diamond
ring
I know that I am more than that (don't believe the hype)
The One who made the stars and sun gave meaning to my life
It's my choice and I will decide, I won't let you destroy my
pride
I'm no showpiece for you to hide, and lose all that I am inside God made me and I'm beautiful, I won't dress like that kind of
girl
R-e-s-p-e-c-t ,that's the way that you got to look at me
&&This is how i see myself now. The parts that have to do with me are colored or they stick out somehow. Read and comprehend Love you guys<333
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, and Newlyweds the last season. I now have every episode. lol
he is my BFF. we watched saw 2. wow...that is one freakin weird and intense movie. its insane. i had an amazing time. if you dont know steven, you should. he is one of a kind. i love him with all of my heart. he means the world to me. i can tell him anything and he will help. he knows exactly what to say,when to say it, and how to say it. thats a wonderful quality. he is also freakin adorable
